Ain't Shit Changed . . We Still Represent The House

What is the definition of friends ? To me, it doesn't really fuckin' matter cuz I don't give a fuck 'bout friends . Yea, we're friends, but question is : HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO FOR ME ? Crazy thing is, many people would EVEN consider each other best friends . Even crazier than that is, when people have more than one fuckin' bestfriend -_- Man, seriously stick to one. That's why it's called BESTfriend . . cuz it's the best . He/she is second to none .

Funny how people change too . I've 'lost' so many friends cuz they changed . People always think I'm the one who changed . But I doubt it . I never change unless someone changes on me . I act the same; whether it'd be about things I laugh about, complain about, cry about . . end of the day, I'm still fuckin' real to myself and to others . I guess people just can't handle certain things when they get too close to you cuz they expect you to be nice to them and follow whatever they say .

The thing is, I DON'T lie to my friends, even if it makes me look bad; I'll admit whatever I say or do . I just think REAL friendships do not let arguements/fights/different opinions ruin what people have between one another . But the thing is, 99% of the people on Earth these days can't handle people that are real .

Then others change cuz of distance; like you and your friend(s) can't see each other much cuz one of y'all moved or have been busy lately . I understand this part . . cuz distance does create gaps between relationships when you're so used to seeing/hangin' out with someone that when one of y'all move or get busy, shit just changes .

Then the loyalty/honesty part; I guess this goes back to being real to people . Some people just start choosin' other people over their friends, or even worse, their so-called 'bestfriend(s)' . People just start hangin' out with/choosin' other people so much maybe cuz of distance, people changin', people havin' love relationships, etc . Whatever it is, FUCK THAT; a friendship isn't real if you let all of these things listed above affect your relationship with someone .

I don't really believe in friendships soo much these days . It's either you're a friend I'm cool with or a fuckin' FAMILY (regardless of blood) . I've only had TWO 'friends' I trust and never lost over nothin' . The term 'bestfriend' is such a cliche' for us though that we don't even fuckin' call each other 'best friends' (aside from the fact that it just sounds gay between men lol) .
Giovanny & Chris aka Coke; yeea these my niggaz FO' LIFE . When I say that, I mean that . Maybe it might not come true that the 3 of us will always be friends since "nothin' lasts forever", but fuck man, every damn time somethin' happens bad, they're really the only ones that come fuckin' through for me .

Funny thing is : OUR DISTANCE IS 300 MILES AWAY and yet I can depend on these fools like no other . I think that's the thing about our friendship that differs from soo many friendships . None of those I listed above that ruin friendship ever affected us . Shit, we're always open to each others' opinions regardless of what the outcome is (honesty is the best policy ha), we've all had girlfriends we were madly in love with and yet here we stand and NOT ONE BITCH ruined us, and shit, me movin' to Vegas and not really being able to see 'em every day for the past 3 years, what the fuck is there to separate us ? I don't know but I sho' havn't seen it yet .

If you ever fuckin' wonder why I'll never put no one above these niggaz, those are just some of the clues for your ass . Seriously though, bestfriends are for lil butt-fucks who want to butt fuck each other and feel secured around each others' arms . I don't need that shit . I need loyalty . . which you can only really 100% get from family . . that's why I consider these niggaz my BROTHERS instead .

Phrase(s) of the day (one of my favorites I might add) : "FUCK FRIENDS ." shieeet . . "when worse comes to worst, family comes frist"

-M.C.