Simplicity

I was thinkin' . . many people say they're 'laid back' or easy to talk to blah blah blah . But I seriously think I'm the definition of 'laid back' hah .

Ever since I was a kid, I've always been simple . I mean, I honestly think I'm greedy cuz I still fiend for a lot of things . . but when I say I'm simple, I mean it doesn't take a lot to please me . Like I can be greedy about things, but those things will be simple things .

I don't know, I think it's because of the way I was brought up . Not havin' a lot of money made me simple . Although I always envy people with money, havin' simple things or being simple in life, in my opinion, was the best thing that could've happened to me .

I know people who can't have fun without partyin'/goin' crazy; I know people who can't have fun without spendin' hella money; I know people who get bored easily . But to me, all of those things ARE fun [except gettin' bored easily lmao], but the way I am : give me a couple of friends to chill with, a nice conversation, and a place to stay/go at . . AND I'M GOOD .

Everytime people ask me what they wanna do, my answer will be : "I'm down for whatever" (ha, ask Danny lol) . The only thing I hate is NOT DOIN' SHIT . That's probably the only thing I'm not simple about; when there's a day where I'm stuck at home doin' nothin' . . I mean, I can be stuck at home with friends and I'll be all good . . but when there's literally nothin' to do when the day/night is still young, I feel like it's a waste of good time . I just don't like being by myself not usin' useful energy .

But it's funny, even when my own parents offer to spend money for me to make me happy, I turn 'em down . . . just cuz I feel like, if I didn't plan it to begin with, don't spend money on me just to make me happy . . and plus, I hate when people spend money on me . . so I try to avoid that shit .

Other than being stuck at home doin' nothin' . . Material things, parties, money, drugs [lmao :P], all of those things are DAMN GOOD ! But that's not who makes me . . I was never about all of those things [okay, maybe money and some drugs lmao] . I'd rather just sit back and relax and laugh [and maybe smoke weed once in a while hahaha :P] . .

-M.C.