I love/hate how imaginative my brain is . I think about things that an average person don't think about on a daily basis . . and yet, every day, my brain never stops wondering . Tonight, I was lookin' through the Internet about cosmology (study of the Universe in its totality), then I came across a video on Youtube about it and I decided to read the comments . People were arguin' about the creator of the Universe . Of course, some of them immediately said it was God who created everything .
It made me think for a minute . . the same old questions I been askin' myself since I was a kid . . "who did create the Universe ?"/"where did the Universe come from ?"/"what created the Universe ?"
To me, this is the most painful thought . Even scientists can't totally explain the creation of the Universe . But I always love/hate thinkin' about it . I think it's fun to think about it because it expands my thinkin' but once my imagination starts runnin', I start hatin' the thought of it because . . well, it can't be explained .
The fact that I am now (been for years) an atheist, I always count on science to explain everything . But back when I believed in God, I never really questioned the creation of the Universe because my answer was right in front of me . . GOD .
Even though I put my trust on science, I never fail to think about other people's beliefs (to a certain extent) . When someone tells me it's God who created the Universe, I can't help to think/challenge those people where God came from and how he/she became the being that he/she is . Isn't it irritating ? To think where our 'creator' came from .
If you believe that there's someone who created us all (if you don't, then pretend), then imagine this : go back in time . . even before the very first seconds of the creation of the Universe . . when everything was pitch black . . COMPLETE NOTHINGNESS . . there was someone sittin' out there, alone by themself . With nothing around him/her . Then one day, he/she decided to create space . Who is this someone ? WHY is he/she alone ? How did he/she become the being that he/she is ? WHERE did he/she come from ? How long/many years has he/she been sittin' alone ? Or more importantly, WHAT MADE THEM DECIDE TO CREATE such a large (VERY LARGE) space that even to the end of time, NO ONE will ever discover it's size and quantity ?
It hurts to think about it, doesn't it ? To think of the history of our 'creator' . Even if we do find out, we still have to find/figure out who/what created the creator of the being that created us . In other words, who is God's parents/ancestors (?)
Even if you scientifically think about it, it's still hard to make assumptions/ideas about it . For example, the Big Bang theory . Even though I am convinced this is a more valuable reasoning for our creation, I still can't help but to wonder . . where did that little energy that created everything come from AND what caused it to react ?
Think about it . . it's quite interesting . Every night, I seriously never go to bed without questioning our Universe's existance . Especially when I'm at a place where the sky is filled with stars . It's truly baffling in my opinion . Like I said earlier, even to the end of time, I doubt these questions will ever be answered . . but IF one day, answers do come, I would love to hear/learn about it . .
Imagine . . maybe our reality is just a dream of another person's reality . . . . .
It made me think for a minute . . the same old questions I been askin' myself since I was a kid . . "who did create the Universe ?"/"where did the Universe come from ?"/"what created the Universe ?"
To me, this is the most painful thought . Even scientists can't totally explain the creation of the Universe . But I always love/hate thinkin' about it . I think it's fun to think about it because it expands my thinkin' but once my imagination starts runnin', I start hatin' the thought of it because . . well, it can't be explained .
The fact that I am now (been for years) an atheist, I always count on science to explain everything . But back when I believed in God, I never really questioned the creation of the Universe because my answer was right in front of me . . GOD .
Even though I put my trust on science, I never fail to think about other people's beliefs (to a certain extent) . When someone tells me it's God who created the Universe, I can't help to think/challenge those people where God came from and how he/she became the being that he/she is . Isn't it irritating ? To think where our 'creator' came from .
If you believe that there's someone who created us all (if you don't, then pretend), then imagine this : go back in time . . even before the very first seconds of the creation of the Universe . . when everything was pitch black . . COMPLETE NOTHINGNESS . . there was someone sittin' out there, alone by themself . With nothing around him/her . Then one day, he/she decided to create space . Who is this someone ? WHY is he/she alone ? How did he/she become the being that he/she is ? WHERE did he/she come from ? How long/many years has he/she been sittin' alone ? Or more importantly, WHAT MADE THEM DECIDE TO CREATE such a large (VERY LARGE) space that even to the end of time, NO ONE will ever discover it's size and quantity ?
It hurts to think about it, doesn't it ? To think of the history of our 'creator' . Even if we do find out, we still have to find/figure out who/what created the creator of the being that created us . In other words, who is God's parents/ancestors (?)
Even if you scientifically think about it, it's still hard to make assumptions/ideas about it . For example, the Big Bang theory . Even though I am convinced this is a more valuable reasoning for our creation, I still can't help but to wonder . . where did that little energy that created everything come from AND what caused it to react ?
Think about it . . it's quite interesting . Every night, I seriously never go to bed without questioning our Universe's existance . Especially when I'm at a place where the sky is filled with stars . It's truly baffling in my opinion . Like I said earlier, even to the end of time, I doubt these questions will ever be answered . . but IF one day, answers do come, I would love to hear/learn about it . .
Imagine . . maybe our reality is just a dream of another person's reality . . . . .
-M.C.
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