How Can I

talk about how I may be losing my love for art.. I mean, damn, art is all I've ever known.

Maybe sometimes I get "too much" art.. so I get tired of it.. but then, when I see/meet/surround myself with creative artists.. I get inspired and reminded I'm kidding myself when I feel like giving up on it as an artist.

-M.C.

WOW

So I've been seeing so many quotes from well-known people lately.. and their sayings/thinking correlates with my fucking thinking so much. I mean, people that I LOOK UP TO when it comes to science/art.

I thought I was the only who's thought about shit that goes through my brain.. but I guess every genius think alike.. hah yeah, I said it. I'm a fucking genius. Believe that.

But anyways, I was on Tumblr and I saw someone put a quote that came from Pablo Picasso..

And it went like this..

"Everything you can imagine is real."

Wow..

-M.C.

Death

"We look at death from the selfish side. Like, you know, 'that guy died.. oh it's so sad.' Why is it sad? He's away from all this bad stuff here on Earth. I mean, at worst, he's just somewhere quiet.. no nothing. At best he's an angel.. or he's a spirit somewhere, you know. What is so bad about that?" - 2Pac

I used to be worried about death.. what's going to happen after I die.. do I go to Heaven.. do I go to Hell.. do I just disappear and be forgotten forever..? All those questions (and more) have circled my mind ever since I can remember..

But you know what? I'm not even worried anymore.. because I believe that whatever you believe that's going to happen willl happen in the afterlife.

I have endless theories and beliefs to what's to become of me after I leave this planet.. galaxy.. universe.. dimension.

I somewhat believe in reincarnation.. although I don't have enough knowledge of it. But I feel like I might be reborn as my descendant(s) in the future (because you know how people always talk about "ooh you look like you're great great great grandparent!").. or an animal.. or an entity/being in another part of the Universe..

Or maybe my soul will just appear somewhere in what we call "space.." and just float/wander around the stars and planets.. watching over other beings.. and knowing all the answers to life/reality.

I know, sounds trippy.

But yeah, so for all of you who believe in Heaven/Hell, there is such a thing! It's all in your head/beliefs.. and it will come true.. whatever you believe in.. Even if you've done so much wrong on this planet and yet you still believe you'll go to Heaven, regardless of what religious officials may tell you, you will go to Heaven.. wherever it may be.

And luckily, I don't believe in Hell.. or Heaven! Although, going to Heaven would be nice. I mostly just believe in total peace after life, if I'm to wander in our Universe.. peace.. Yes, peace, greater knowledge, understanding, and wisdom about reality/life, and having eternal life.

Or I can be reincarnated in the Star Wars Galaxy and be a Jedi :P hah that'd be great as well.

-M.C.