It Hasn't Even Been a Year

And we might move again . . It's funny how life problems can create tensions between "friends ." I don't know if it's just my mom who wants to move out of this house or me trippin' out and thinkin' my mom's bestfriend and her family want us out . It's not even just me thinkin' like that though . The vibe these people are giving out totally changed . And the fact my homie Frankie "lives" with us too is like a "burden" to them probably . Man, I'm not in this house to play around and pretend about shit . If these people want us out, I'd rather be out than live here cuz they feel bad about us . Fuck it .

I hate how my mom's "bestfriend" and her husband are always rude to me . I always try to say hi and be polite to them but these people have been giving me attitudes and ignoring me when I say hi . I don't give a fuck if they got life problems; I understand that but everyone is going through shit . If anything, my family have WAY MORE problems than these two people . I know she took us in last year and her kids took us in this year when we all lost our houses, but for some reason, ever since her husband's been around, I don't know who she is, but she keeps acting like we owe her shit . Last time I remember, my mom took care of her ass when she was almost dying from her damn sickness two years ago . But what ? The times my grandma went to the hospital and when my mom had a stroke, I NEVER saw her take care of neither of them .

Ha life is funny . . but I just feel bad for my family . . how we have to constantly move .

-M.C.