It's Entertaining

to see all these fools/bitches I know from Las Vegas kill one another . I got out last year, waaaay before things could've gotten any worse . Nobody else can see what the fuck is in the future . . but I know one thing's for certain : these people don't have any clue about L O Y A L T Y .

And I happen to have A LOT of knowledge on everything happenin' around 'em . . ha . I'm just not openning my mouth cuz it's fun to see 'em backstab/kill one another .

-M.C.

I Have Grown Accustomed To

thinkin' someday . . it's NOT my enemy that's gon' kill me . . it's my OWN fuckin' friends/loved ones that will do it .

-M.C.

2009 Memories

Funny how so many things changed within just a year; friends, financial structure, location, clothes, taste in music, motivations/dreams, etc . I know it's still a little early to recap 2009 (at least to me) as there are still about 3 weeks 'til 2010 . But I think it's safe to summarize 2009 as the year comes to an end .

I would definitely say 2009 was a real roller coaster ride . . so much to be thankful/happy/smile about (family/friends that remain) and so much to be mad/sad/negative about (I don't even wanna mention 'em) .

2009 showed me who my true friends are . All of 'em changed . Some changed for the better . . some changed for the worse . . some reminded me why I still ride with them to this day . . some showed me why I don't need 'em in my life anymore .

A lot of drama happened starting within inside my own family, education, financial structure . . then you know, my old friends too . I can't stress enough how big of a roll of my 'friends' (new friends, old friends, ex-friends) played in the year 2009 .

Funny how I look at pictures and it clearly shows what changed in my life . . That's why I keep old pictures and never stop constantly taking new pictures . To show the recap of the years that passed, the current year, and the years that'll come in the future .

Wow, 2009 . . what a year .

-M.C.

New Mission

So today, the Fall Semester is finally ending . Yesterday was the 'final' day for my Art class (though, we still have to meet on Monday to turn in and critique our final project) . It saddens me that my art class is finally ending to be honest . This class was really hard on the real but I enjoyed it; I can actually say I learned a lot goin' into this class and my teacher was a really cool individual . Today will be my final day at school 'til Janruary 18th (when the Spring Semester starts) and I just need to finish my Philosophy class (another class I really enjoyed) .

It sucks because I don't think I'll be taking neither of those classes I mentioned above . Philosophy has always been my thing . . and of course, especially, ART . I'm not takin' Philosophy again next semester because I'm not required to take it . But art is a different subject . . I CAN take another art class but according to my counselor . . the art class I wanted is full so I'll just have to wait after spring . But there IS another art class that I can take but it has nothin' to do with drawing; just some history on art . . so even if I do take that art class, I won't be improvin' my drawing .

But anyways, I been thinkin' these past few weeks . . I REALLY need to get my career goin' on . I need to grab it . . nothin' is free/handed in this world . So I decided I'm goin' to start lookin' for tattoo apprenticeship around town . Problem is : I don't know anyone who does it free in town . . but still, I'ma start lookin' around .

My winter break is pretty long . . a month to be exact . I doubt I'll be gettin' any jobs soon because none of these muthafuckas I've applied for has callled me back so I decided, hey, what the fuck, if I'ma end up not gettin' hired, I'ma just look for apprenticeship . . so that way, even though I'm dead broke, I'll be learning about tattooing . So yea, since my winter break is long . . I'ma spend my time drivin' around lookin' for free apprenticeship . . hopefully someone will do it for free (because I heard you have to pay lots of money for that shit O.o) .

It's not gon' be easy though . . so along with apprenticeship hunting, I'ma spend my time really practicing my drawings and building a portfolio I can show to tattoo artists and maybe . . JUST MAAAYBE . . someone will be kind enough to take me as their apprentice .

-M.C.

Still The Best

-M.C.

I Needa Stop

Smokin' weed . These past few sessions I been havin' with the homies has got me trippin' like a muthafucka . . O.o

-M.C.

Either Too Much Or Never Enough

You know what I noticed about girls ? You're an asshole regardless of what you do . Naw, I'm not tryna say no names . I'm just sayin' what I've noticed . They'll just make you feel like shit no matter what you do; it's either too much or never enough for them .

I've noticed that trend for girls from all types of ethnicities (I know enough from talkin' to Hispanic, Black, White, and Asian girls to know the differences . . AND similarities ) . From all the girls I've talked to, I either a) didn't show enough love/never gave a fuck or had a "player" image or b) I just cared too much/showed way more than I should be doin' or had a "clingy" image . Whatever it is, these females, I swear, are NEVER satisfied . Maybe it's my fault I don't know how to balance shit out . . but hey, I try my best all the time . So WORK WITH ME haha .

And I'm not just speakin' about boyfriend/girlfriend relationships . . even with havin' friendship with females had driven me insane before . I KNOW I'm not the only nigga out there who knows what the fuck I'm sayin'/writin' about though . . But yeah, females : sometimes, I really don't get 'em .

-M.C.